My heart is in the right place.
I’m certain of that.
I really am a good-natured nice guy.
I just make bad choices.
More often than not.
What do we do when our desires don’t match our decisions?
That doesn’t make me a bad person.
It doesn’t send me to hell.
I’m already living my hell on earth.
That’s the only answer.
Somehow I need to realign myself.
No, allow God to realign me.
I don’t claim to be perfect.
I don’t claim to not make mistakes.
I don’t claim to have answers for your life.
I don’t expect you to have answers for mine.
My life is not your problem.
Its mine. And mine alone.
I don’t know all the answers.
I don’t even know all the questions.
And I’m okay with that.
I’m being taught what I need.
Just as I need it.
Just as I need Him.
Peace and love.